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Today is my 21st birthday! The 21st is an important birthday. So, please allow me to express my thanks to my parents and my friends in the best way I know how, through my Blog.

My Dad & Mom! Thanks more than words can say for loving you!
Liao Wei. Thanks for letting our friendship get deeper and sweeter.
Liu Yuan. Thanks for the first Short Message, today.
Song. Super thanks for your mails and birthday card.
Xiao Yu. My endless thanks for countless reasons!
Thank you to everyone who remembered my birthday today!

This year I will celebrate moments,
I will stop and feel the sunshine,
I will build my own rainbow,
I will plant a hope garden;

This year I will celebrate chances,
I will find time to dream,
I will live large and worry small,
I will give myself a break;

This year I will celebrate joy,
I will decorate my life with laughter,
I will walk barefoot through happiness,
I will believe in miracles;

This year I will celebrate me,
with every passing year,
you become a better, brighter & more beautiful/handsome you.
(Transshipment)

I'VE NEVER BEEN TO ME 我从未找到过自我
(Written by Ken Kirsch and Ronald Miller)

Hey lady, you lady, cursing at your life
嘿，这位太太，你这对自己的生命充满怨恨的太太
You're a discontented mother and a regimented wife
你是个不满现实的母亲，是个失去自由的妻子
I've no doubt you dream about the things you'll never do
我深信你梦想着那些你永远无法作的事
But I wish someone had talked to me like I wanna talk to you
但我真希望有人曾经对我说过现在我想告诉你的事

Oh, I've been to Georgia and California and anywhere I could run
啊，我曾到过乔治亚、到过加州，还有任何我可以去到的地方
I took the hand of a preacher man and we made love in the sun
我牵过一个神职男人的手，一起在阳光下缠绵
But I ran out of places and friendly faces because I had to be free
但如今我已无处可去、也没有朋友，只因为当初我非得自由
I've been to paradise but I've never been to me
我曾经到过天堂，但我从未找到过自我 [separator]

Please lady, please lady, don't just walk away
求求你，这位太太，求求你，别就这样走开
'Cause I have this need to tell you why I'm all alone today
因为我希望能告诉你，为什么今天我会如此孤独
I can see so much of me still living in your eyes
我可以在你的眼中看到太多过去的我
Won't you share a part of a weary heart that has lived a million lies....
可否请你分享一些我这曾经活在千万谎言中的疲倦心情

Oh, I've been to Niece and the Isle of Greece while I've sipped champagne on a yacht
啊，我曾到过尼斯和希腊的岛屿，坐在游艇上啜饮着香槟
I've moved like Harlow in Monte Carlo and showed 'em what I've got
我曾像是珍哈露般的款摆在蒙地卡罗，秀着我的本钱
I've been undressed by kings and I've seen some things that a woman ain't supposed to see
我曾被王侯宽衣解带，看过好些普通女人看不到的事情
I've been to paradise, but I've never been to me
我曾经到过天堂，但我从未找到过自我

[Spoken]
（口白）
Hey, you know what paradise is? It's a lie
嘿，你知道天堂是什么？那是个谎言
A fantasy we create about people and places as we'd like them to be
一种我们创造出来，所有人和所有地方都尽如我们期望的幻想
But you know what truth is?
但你知道真实是什么吗？
It's that little baby you're holding
那就是那个你怀抱中的小宝宝
It's that man you fought with this morning
那就是那个今天早上你跟他吵架
The same one you're going to make love with tonight
而今晚又将与他缠绵的同一个男人
That's truth, that's love
那就是真实，那就是爱

Sometimes I've been to crying for unborn children that might have made me complete
有时候我曾经为了那我从未生过、或许可以让我成为完整女人的孩子而哭泣
But I took the sweet life, I never knew I'd be bitter from the sweet
但我选择了甜蜜的生活，我从不知道有一天我会由甜转为苦
I've spent my life exploring the subtle whoring that costs too much to be free
我曾浪费我的生命，探索着那种让我付出太高代价的、人尽可夫的自由生活
Hey lady, I've been to paradise, but I've never been to me
我曾经到过天堂，但我从未找到过自我

这几天晚上一直都在重复地做着一个怪梦。早上醒来后得匆忙赶着出门，也来不急好好回想一番。到现在也不知道梦里究竟发生了什么，只知道，那仅仅是一个梦。记得以前我也有在Blog里写做过的梦，那时的我一定很幸福（现在也一样^_^）。有些东西，越想抓住却越是抓不住，它反而会离你越来越远，欲罢而不能。

真是气愤！怒(おこ)る！분개하는！Indigné！偶刚吃完饭午饭，P颠P颠的奔到教室后竟然发现一个人也没有！课表上明明写的是这个教室--语音2！难道外教又换教室了？有手机的话还可以马上问问同学，可如今没手机了他们也通知不了我。

找遍了几个经常上课的教室都没发现classmates的踪迹。At this moment，偶只有选择逃课这条路了。希望在下一节外教的课上，那个美国女人不要为难于我。